Old habits die hard

I thought I shook myself free 
You see I bounce back quicker than most 
But I'm half delirious, it's too mysterious 
You walk through my walls like a ghost 
And I take every day at a time 
I'm proud as a lion in his lair 
Now there's no denying it, and no decrying it  You're all tangled up in my head 
 
Old habits die hard 
Old soldiers just fade away 
Old habits die hard 
Harder than November rain 
Old habits die hard 
Old soldiers just fade away 
Old habits die hard 
Hard enouhg to feel the pain 
  
We haven't spoken in months 
You see I've been counting the days 
 
I dream of such humanities, such insanities 
I'm lost like a kid and im late 

But I've never taken your calls 
You see, I put a block on my phone 

I act like an addict, I just got to have it 
I never can leave it alone 
 
Old habits die hard 
Old soldiers just fade away 
Old habits die hard 
Harder than November rain 
Old habits die hard 
Old soldiers just fade away 
Old habits die hard 
Hard enough to feel the pain 
  
And I can't give you up 
Can't leave you alone 
And it's so hard, so hard 
And it's hard enough to feel the pain